evan is half kiwi![:Holyassshit. My mother is going through this horrible mood, where anything I do isn't good enough. Jesus she expects so fucking much of me and thinks that I'm just some nasty creature. Well apearantly I am because she tells me so god damn much. I don't EVER wanna be like her. Ever. Well on to better things I went to Sum41! With Emma and Aaron, well Aaron was just kinda in the bcak but whatever. Well this kid Cormac and Emma know named Ricki was there, with his really-fucking-ultra hott friend Mike, whom was the guy who won the meet Sum 41 contest. Well his hottness let me wear the gloves and sweatshirt that touched Derek Whilbey. :]]]]]]]]]] So we ended up hanging out before and during the show and he either held my hand or hand both his arms around my waist the whole show, and when Sum 41 came on me, Emma, Ricki, all got seperated. But me and Mike stayed together, with our arms STILL wrapped around each other. So we were in the back left hand corner and I couldn't see, so he picked me up for like 50% of one of the songs. And during The Hell Song, I kissed him. We were like reallllllly close to each other and I got a little closer and he said something and I stuck my tongue out at him, and he did then same then I kissed him twice. Then after that we smiled, kissed again, then made-out. Which was fucking wonderful and I loved. He was like MMMMM hott too. And then I gave him my number and he called me. So that's fucking awesome. And me and Tom are gonna hang out again. I dunno what we are gonna do though....HAHAHA we ahould see Poultrygeist- Night of The Chicken Dead. :]]] I wanna kiss Tom. Like really bad I like him so much, and I am almost POSITIVE he likes me too. Well yeeeah. My mom was like dijfdsfsfu0w9fe and is doing that super immature thing where she like says all this annoying shit like 'Oh hahahaha yeah ok. I'll do it when you do ____' <<*voice dripping with sarcasm* God damn. I am still just a kid. And I did all kinds of shit and she doesn't fucking care. I wanna cry I am so frustrated. But I won't let her do that to me. I won't. And this is the time of year where I feel horrible about everything and get really depresed. And does she care? Nope. Not one bit. It's like she hates me. I give up. I do, I have no idea what to do to get my old mom back. The one who actually smiled. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. She comes in here and starts screaming at me. About not locking the door. No joke. I said I'll do it inna sec and she FLIPPED OUT. And started screaming about how where am I gonna go when something happens to her and shes so sick of me. That's wonderful. I feel so great. Why am I here? I hate it when she does this. It makes me wanna be buried alive. I'm so sorry everyone for everything I've done.
September 10 2007!
So today was much better than yesterday. I woke up really late, but then again when do I not? I talked to Josh and Sam all day, both cute boys beyond belief. And Josh is like super duper smart and even made an effort to talk to me after class. He wears size 13 shoes. Motherfuck. And Sam is a tad bit shorter than me but has all the qualities of cuuuute. Well I just called Tom and he said the cutest thing. I think some weird shit is cute. He was like 'Uhhh can I call you back?' And I was like 'Sure, yeah why?' and he was like " 'Cause I just started shaving.' Hehehehe. I dunno it made me smile. Tom is yummmmy. I really wanna see him tommorowwwwwwwwww!! Augh like really baaaad. I wonder if Aaron is right if that John does like me. Sometimes it seems like it, then like not I dunno. But all I know is that really like Tom like BOOM%$&#@!! :]]]] I'm suchha loser-faced-girl-madly-obsessively-in-like. Ah whatever it's nice. And he's nice so it's all nice. OMFG Dylan Gale is going to CascoBay! He's back on Peaks. Hooray! He was really super cool. Well I think. Yeah he was. SOOO. Yeah. CSI, later!! Ok hiya. Omfg Heriatio put on his glasses I am so excited. AND THE NEW SEASON ON CSI REGULAR IS COMING OUT!!!! AHHHH!! I am soooooo so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so EXCITED! AHHH. WEE. And I am talking to Tom so that is really good. He is so sweet I like Tom so much! I really hope he likes me. Well I think he does. I hope he does but who knows. Well he does obviolsly but whatever. I didn't ask your opinon. Bahahha. Well it's about......1:34am and I can smell Mike. It's nice. God he was hott. Well back to reality tommorow/today me and Tom are hanging out [: Gosh diddly darn I likes him. He makes me all fuzzy inside. *sigh* He's so awesome. Ok well I am gonna ramble some more about Mike. He smells good. Mikes hair is fucking sexy and his teeth are cute. He has amazingly strong arms and is great at making me laugh, and I most definatly like Tom more. I like him alot. ALOT. Oh yeah I almost forgot Jimmy is in my spanish class. Lol well today Greahme actually said something funny. Travis was saying some lame-ass bull shit about how he broke someones phone and Greahme was like "Oh yeah great Travis. The point in borrowing a cell-phone is not to return it completly ruined to it's owner. That that saying hey can borrorw your knife? Ok thanks *making stabbing in stmach motion* I was laughing my ass off. And Tyler was being a douche bag and he was like "Oh yeah well Greahme likes Dani!" And me and Greahme were like "Hahhaa old news darling, who doesn't know?"
Haahha. I guess Greahme isn't as creepy anymore. I <3 Tom. What? Lol. DANI<3'sTOM!! 70M F0L3y !$ @M@z!Ng. [; I am suchha loser. Ok well sleep is nice!!LOVE&%$#@!! TOM<3<3<3
Spetember 13
Bahaha I met this awesome kid on the feild trip, Evan and he gives amazing hugs! Hahaha and we hangout and give each other hugs in between classes
Well high school is amazing and I fucking hate Annemarie. Dumb ho bus driver. I want her to get hit by a truck! Lol I am so bad but yeah, I really like Tom me him and John hung out yesterday and oh yeah Mike takes classes at PATHS! Gahhhh myspace is taking 839038647321869216403210746382 years! Oh an today i woke up with Chris Crocker screaming about Britney Spears. Some people like him and my mom have no fucking life. But yeah we had this lame feild trip on Wendsday, we fuckin' went to City Hall. Me and Evan were together the whole time making jokes about everything. and I was gonna fall but he caught me :] He's pretty cute too so yeah. Bahahahhhaha and he is half Kiwi! So amazing. And he makes the funniest voices and faces to go with them bahahahaha. And we get to eat lunch outside so me Aaron, Tony<3 and Sam all ate together. Well I ate and Tony and Sam were being monkeys and climbing all over the globe. Jesus I'm bored and wanna see Evan. Bye.
